11 April 2010

sebut pasal cinta

Assalamualaikum,

org lain gago cta hal cinta.. ku mok juak la cta ngan tak org kisah cinta ku tok.. ehek :|

kisahnya bermula pada zaman dulu di kala hati masih teruja nak bgerek... bok knl 2 3 hari bla nangga rempuna kacak terus padah suka.. ahaha.. tp bukan pasal tok ku nak cta... ku nak cta pasal baru2 tok tek...

gtok cta nya... alkisah... time ya aku nak molah IC baru.. pa tek.. IC yg aku ada time ya rosak cip nya.. lom sampe staun gk dah rosak.. isk isk isk... cam biasalah nak polah IC mesti la pegi ke JPN.. xkan pegi ke Jabatan Imigresen nak.. bkn pendatang tanpa izin(PTI) tok... xtauk la kali kaljis ya cdak PTI.. ekeke.. jgn mare arr... ok sambong cta aku tek...

ku g kat kaunter pasya amik nombor (bkn nombor 4d) pasya tunggu la giliran.. *ting tong* hah.. nombor aku dah muncul.. terus ku pergi ke kaunter.. ku berik ku IC lamak ku ngan nya.. time ya lom tangga muka gk... dah ku nangga mukanya.. tba2... masa seakan terhenti... aku layap merati muka nya.. nya tunggah aku "encik.. oo encik" ku jwblah.. "nama kmk bkn encik.. tp aone"... fuh dasat skali kata2 yg keluar dari bibir tanpa ku sedari... malu la aku.. sapa x malu oi.. tetiba jak padah gia tek nak... ompuan ya tek senyum jak... ku pdh ngan tak org.. siyes wa cakap sama lu... mmg cantik budak tu.. tangkap leleh beb...

sesi molah IC xplu la ku ncerita ngan tak org nak... mun mok tauk.. pegi la polah IC dikpun cnun.. ekeke... tp time ya aku antara dgr ngan x dgr jak apa d pdh nya kat aku.. aku tek teraok2 jak lah.. aheheha... lepas jak sesi polah IC ya setel.. maka dah tiba la masanya aku nak beredar tek nak... lom jaoh ku berjalan... ku dgr org nunggah

"wan... oo wann" bla ku nangga nya sambong gk pdh gtok "tok kueh keria k kau" tangga kerek kanan.. scene berubah.. bkn kat JPN dah.. tp dlm bilit ku mpun... dhl kakak ku nungah merik kueh keria kat aku.. ahahaha.. ya jak cta ku tek.. mmg xda kaitan terus ngan hal cinta... ekekeke... ku boring jak sbrnya tok... ekekeke



**p/s: ku pnh bercinta.. tp xlmk.. semua cinta yg pnh aku rasa.. semua nya asa nelan gillette.. ktk org pun sendirik tauk gne asanya... jd rasa fobia ya ada dlm dirik ku... tp fobia xsemestinya aku alu x ncarik nak... ku ada minat ngan sorang tok n dah pdh ngan nya juak... tp nya xda respon.. tp xpa.. mungkin da jodoh lain k aku.. ehehe...
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08 April 2010

kambing.. mbekkk!


Malas mandi mcam kambing.

itu lah penyataan orang2 tua tentang sikap malas mandi sbb kambing takut kena air

Kambing adalah haiwan yang paling degil sebab tu nabi di uji supaya gembala kambing dahulu untuk membentuk dan membina kesabaran nabi.. sebelum berdepan dengan jutaan perangai dan gelagat kaum jahilliyah ketika itu..

Kambing banyak khasiat nye, daging dia mmg ada khasiat sebab tu Nabi suka daging kambing,
daging kambing ni tidak memiliki protein yang tinggi, oleh itu ia terkecuali daripada membentuk sebarang ikatan kolestrol.

susu kambing selain berkhasiat untuk diminum kerana ia mempunyai molekul protein dan lemak yang sangat halus, mempunyai kandungan potassium dan calcium yang tinggi serta mudah dihadam berbanding susu lembu, ia juga berguna untuk tujuan kosmetik.. sejak akhir-akhir ni banyak dah produk yang berasaskan susu kambing..

Kulit kambing lak ramai yang sedia maklum bahawa ia boleh dijadikan kulit gendang atau kompang.

Allah xkan jadikan sesuatu tu sia-sia.. Allah Maha Bijaksana.

source: blog bunkbouqe
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04 April 2010

blur

Assalamualaikum,

ku dah lamak x update tok bkn apa... ku blur bah.. xda idea nak tulis pa.. jd ku bcuti la kjap oh... ehauehauheue

oh ya.. salam takziah kepada keluarga din beramboi.. semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama2 dgn para solehin.. insya-Allah...

klak2 ku update gk.. cau bete :D
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29 March 2010

memoir of thomian

Assalamualaikum,

aku ada cta ngan tak org dlok nak.. yang pihak kmk org tok nak molah program awareness kat st thomas... tok aku nak cta pengalaman aku kat sia... ehehe.. kenangan broo...

sblom ku ncerita kesah ku time siang tdik.. flash back kejap... k nak amik feel kenangan tek nak... ehehe.. gtok ctanya... aku masok st thom tahun 1991... time ya ku asa nang best la.. nendak dapat geng baru... environment baru... belaja benda baru... macam2 jak lah... dan aku graduate dari skolah rendah taun 96.. ehehe.. bygkan ktk org... tahun 2010 bok ku jejak kaki skali lagi ke skolah rendah ya... 14taun tu.. lamak gila bero :|.. antara cekgu yg ku masih ingatlah... cikgu austin pau... cikgu helena... cikgu ajen... cikgu mcpalima(xingat ku gne ejaannya)... tp yg masih ada kat sia cuma cikgu helena ngan cikgu ajen.. adalah cikgu lain tp ku xingat gk dah nama cdak.. sori cikgu...

maka bermulalah cerita pada hari tok tek... dimana kmk org suma pegi ke skolah rendah n polah program awareness... aku jejak jak kaki kat sia... terus teringat zaman kanak2 riang dlok... hehehe.. skolah ya ng xjaoh berubah.. cuma bilik agama islam jak lah yg berubah... aku betugas sbgai kemeremen time ya.. tp kja aku amik video lah oh... biasalah nak aku tok neda kemere DSLR yang havoc mcm kaljis @ onggon ya nak.. tp xpa.. abaikan pasal kaljis.. kita teruskan dgn cta kta...

lebih kurang kol 730 pagi gia.. mek org bertolak daripada simpang 3 menuju ke st thomas.. hati ku dah dug dag dug dag.. miker gne olahan miak ya klak... excited da juak... sampei jak mek org kat sia tek cdak bok jak abis perhimpunan.. keadaan time ya ng bisin lah.. fuh rioh rendah.. kalah pasar satok... bok sampe mek org ya.. blom gk start aktiviti.. heauehuae..

aku lah dlok yg gago g depan bersalam2 ngan dak cikgu sambil2 ya ncagik angle yg bgs utk aku menyacak tripod ku dan mengambil video... time sesi bermula keadaan masih lagik dalam kawalan... tp yalah nama gik miak kecik.. 5minit jak dpt soh diam.. pasya bisin agik.. time tok mmg mencabarlah.. tp aku masih rileks tp bukan di shopping complex.. ehauehaue

keadaan x terkawal lagik apabila sesi kuiz dijalankan.. pa gk cdak nak.. berebut2.. nak jawab kuiz.. sak jak jawapan suma xbtol.. ehauehua... ku berik cgek contoh lah.. "berikan salah satu tempat pusat panggilan kecemasan di Malaysia?" ktk org tauk apa cdak jawab?? cdak jawab "999".. knk x prei aku nengar cdak padah gia... ahahah

blok dak primary 1 sampe primary 3

sesi awareness tok diakhiri dgn demo cara memadam api oleh cdak pak bomba... gmbr ada tp dlm kemere kawan ku jd xpat nak upload.. tok suma gmbr dari henpon ku mpun... eahuehaueha.. xmampu bah nak meli kemere DSLR kdk kaljis @ onggon ... ekekeke :P

blok primary 4 sampe primary 6

bnyk kenangan kat skolah tok.. sampe aku pun xterkata lam blog tok.. mun temu ngan geng ku dlok kali dapat refresh balit memori aku tok.. ehehehe... n yg paling last... dpt juak souvenir daripada cdak skolah... keychain pun keychain la... janji ada nak? ktk org ada?? xda uh...

souvenir oleh dak skolah

bah.. sampe ctok jak la coretan aku... ada masa ku naep gk.. kebas dah separuh badan ku tok mbak berdiri berjam2.. hahaha.. insya-Allah kta jumpa agik.. bai bai
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28 March 2010

say what?

Assalamualaikum..

tok nak meluahkan asa marah tok... ish ish.. knk ka ada kompeni gia.. mmmm... mesti tak org mok tauk pa cta ya tek nak?

camtok ctanya.. bok tadik... adalah sorang sahabat ku bersusei... nya kja kat cgek kompeni tok.. xplu la ku pdh kompeni apa nak.. tp kompeni ya kepunyaan seorang muslim... kwn ku tok nya bok jak dpt kja kat sia.. jd nya pun jwtn lom stabil la nak... tp apa yg ku nak cta bkn pasal kwn ku dpt kja baru.. tp hal masa... nak d jadikan cerita.. kompeni tok krna penting glak ngan masa sampe waktu utk solat pun xda... gne ya??? dis thing ken make my blood go upstair yu know... sedangkan kompeni ya org islam pun... gne boleh jd gia?? adohhh... aku nengar cta kwn ku gia.. aku agik ya asa manas... cne hak kta sebagai seorang islam? penting glak ka kja ya sampe time solat pun xblh? mun aku d tempat kwn ku.. mmg dah knk report kat jbtn tenaga buruh dah... rela gk aku knk buang kja daripada x di soh sembahyang

aku marah tok oiii.. marah.. grrrr...
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24 March 2010

Only for Allaah - A Sister's Story



The morning of Thursday, November 6, 1997 my identity became clear not only to me, but to every person I would encounter from that day forward. I decided to wear the hijaab and begin to develop myself as a more conscientious Muslim woman. It was on that very day that I revealed to the world that I am a Muslim and that I was no longer afraid to be who I was.

For those of you who are unfamiliar with the term, hijaab, it literally means 'barrier' or 'something that covers or conceals completely'. In today's non-Islamic societies, the true meaning of the hijaab is often replaced with such notions as scarves, kerchiefs, or 'head-pieces' - as one of my co-workers eloquently put it. Many people are simply uneducated about the why Muslims must dress modestly and because of this profound lack of knowledge and understanding many stereotypes and misconceptions arise.

I am not going to go into the intricate details about the purpose of the hijaab or submerse myself in the ongoing debate as to whether or not the hijaab is an obligatory practice for Muslim men and women. There are many fabulous books available that go through the ins-and-outs of appropriate Muslim dress. Better yet, I implore all of you to pick up a Qur'an, and read over the verses concerning modesty and dress.

In Surah 24: Al-Nur (or The Light), verses 30-31 it says:

    "Say to the believing men that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty: that will make for greater purity of them: And Allah is well acquainted with all that they do. And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty: they should not display their ornaments except what must ordinarily appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty..."


Today, I am simply here to share with you my personal experiences in hope that you may find some meaning and sense of inspiration in what I have to say.

Raised in a Muslim family, I was brought up with the basic, fundamental principles and values that Islam instills. I was taught to pray, to fast, to be kind-hearted, generous and to share the Deen of Allah graciously with those around me. The thought of one day 'covering my head' occasionally popped into my mind, but the thought that almost always followed was - "Not until I'm ready!" I never really understood what hijaab meant. I often thought that it was man's clever way of keeping woman under his control.

I soon came to realize that I very wrong. In fact, the hijaab was the perfect outlet for women to seek liberation, respect and ultimate freedom from sexual harassment and the liking. For years and years I would wake up extra early to style my hair according to what was 'in' at the time. I would spend over an hour caking make-up onto my face, trying to look beautiful - but never quite sure for who Each morning I would eventually make my way out into the world - not really prepared to be judged, solely on my physical appearance, by every person I was to encounter along my path.

Now that I look back at who I was then, it makes me grateful to Allah (SWT) to see how far he has brought me. For a time, I was confused and somewhat lost, as are many young women in non-Islamic nations - trying desperately to fit in to a society that dictates that beauty is naked, emaciated teenagers on a billboards selling perfume and underwear. I recently read that some of those models and actors that I once adored, practically have to kill themselves to look the way they do. From face-lifts to lipo-suction. Some even go as far as having their ribs removed so they can have tiny waists!

The harder I tried to fit in, the more frustrated I became. It finally dawned on me that the images being flashed in front of me 24 hours a day could not possibly be true representations women's liberation. I was convinced that there had to be a simpler answer somewhere.

It was at this point that I decided it was time to put some more thought into this whole 'hijaab' issue. And I did. For 3.5 years I contemplated the thought of wearing hijaab, but the fear inside of me was overwhelming. I was afraid of what my friends would say. I was afraid of what my professors and colleagues might think. I was terrified that I would be harassed at work, or even worse - fired! All of these thoughts raced through my mind, day in and day out. Each time I seriously though about doing it I would say, "But, I'm not ready yet!" A very convenient excuse I must say!

finally said to myself, "Jennifer, look at the big picture!" Now, when I say big picture, I don't mean next week, or in a few months or even 25 years down the road. I mean the akhira - the hear-after. I asked myself a very straightforward question. Who am I going to fear? These strangers who I know not or Allah? I finally convinced myself that it was time for me to take this step closer to Allah, as difficult as it may have seemed at the time.


As I was having my very last doubt the verse in Surah Al Baqarah (verse 286, I believe), continued to penetrate my heart: "La yukalif Allah nafsin ila was'ha". "On no soul doth Allah place a burden greater than it can bear". These are the very words that gave me the courage to finally make the right choice. It was at that very moment that I said, "Allah, I will wear this hijaab because I believe in my heart that you have asked me to do so. Please guide me and give me the strength to do this."

over a year has gone by now and I can honesty tell you that I have never felt more free or more at peace with myself and the world around me. In all fairness I will be honest and tell you that it wasn't an easy thing to do. Quite frankly, it was probably the most difficult challenge I've had to face in my life. Isn't it ironic how that works? The things that will benefit us most and that make the most sense are often those we fail to realize or have difficulty accepting.


I've had to deal with a variety of off-the-wall comments. But what it all boils down to is me making a personal decision to increase my faith and become what I believe to be a better Muslim. To me the hijab not only represents modesty, purity, righteousness and protection but truly is the ultimate state of respect and liberation. Alhamdou lilah, I am free!

    I am a Muslim woman
    Feel free to ask me why
    When I walk
    I walk with dignity

    When I speak
    I do not lie
    I am a Muslim woman
    Not all of me you'll see

    But what you should appreciate
    Is that the choice I make is free
    I'm not plagued with depression
    I'm neither cheated nor abused

    I don't envy other women
    And I'm certainly not confused
    Note, I speak perfect English
    Et un petit peu de Francais aussie

    I'm majoring in Linguistics
    So you need not speak slowly
    I run my own small business
    Every cent I earn is mine

    I drive my Chevy to school & work
    And no, that's not a crime!
    You often stare as I walk by
    You don't understand my veil

    But peace and power I have found
    As I am equal to any male!

    I am a Muslim woman
    So please don't pity me
    For God has guided me to truth

    And now I'm finally free!


By Jenn Zaghloul 1998 [only4allah@hotmail.com]


**p/s: anda(yang belum pakai tudung) pula bila lagi?
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22 March 2010

obses

Assalamualaikum,

topik tok aku terpk time ku kja pagi tdik.. eheheh.. cam biasa lah.. dah nama gk kja dudok n nunggu call masok.. kompom la bnyk masa terluang... actually aku dah tulis ckit pasal menda tok kat opis tdik.. tp yalah kotan terer glak benda ya pun d tinggal kat opis ajak... ehehe...

jd berbalik kepada obses... setiap kta dalam hidup tok ada benda yg diminati.. tol x? xkan xda nak.. pelik nar tak org tok xda benda diminat? ekeke.. cth nya aku tok sendirik... minat ku dgn teknologi nang kaw kaw.. tp yalah oleh kerana kepayahan dari segi modal aku cuma dapat menatap teknologi terbaru kinek tok dalam internet jak... ehehe... dari segi pemerhatian ku... lamak juak la ku merati.... tok yg ku oleh mengenai obses org yg d sekeliling aku termasok aku sekali lah.. ehehe...

obses 1
facebook... rata2 kta mempunyai facebook n aku cayak xda sorang pun yg xkan bukak acc facebook nya dlm sehari utk update status... nak g jmbn.. update status lok... nak kuar g ngedate... update status lok.. mcm2 benda yg kta polah mesti kta report kat facebook dlok.. tol x? ehehe...

obses 2
fotografi... bila sebut pasal fotografi.. kta ada duak kump.. yg satunya adalah kameremen dan yang keduak adalah model... kta cta sal kemeremen lok... utk peminat fotografi tok cdak kemeremen mesti mempunyai kemere yg canggih manggih... arum bulak aku jaoh 1km ktk org dapat neropong bulu idong aku k lens yg ribuan mahal.. krna terlalu obses dgn sanggup polah loan bank.. kerana nak meli kemere tok tek.. tp xpa.. mun pande makei.. lumayan juak income oleh nya.. ehehee... kump yg keduak tek adalah model... dan model semestinya majoriti cdak amik ompuan tol x? yg badan kdk kerengga.. cta pasal obses cdak model tok adalah.. cdak sanggup posing d bawah pancaran matahari makei bikini.. kekadang half naked... sampe gia skali sanggup nya.. patut juak la rolaki mok nak jd kemeremen.. ekeke :P

obses 3
kereta... mana yg dah bkerja ya.. kompom la nak meli keta nak... dah ada keta apa gik.. mulalah modipayet keta.. mun dpt keta nak dimodipayet jd belon kali.. mun tak org pasan.. pnh cgek time ya mun nak undor keta ada bunyi kdk belon ya.. aehauehae.. sampe gia skali cdak nak modipayet keta tek... kos nak modipayet bukan murah mok2 ribuan ringgit juak kuar.. tp xpa.. asal yg kuar duit ya hasil dari titik peluh dikpun xpa... xda org nak nganok.. ehehe

obses 4
duit... duit bukan segalanya tp nak hidup kat dunia tok kta plukan duit k meli umah, pakaian dan makanan... cta sal duit kinek tok dah bnyk jenis bisnes... terutamanya bisnes online antara contohnya adalah "login fb dpt rm100" ekeke.. jd xmustahil ada diantara kta yg melampo obses ncarik duit sanggup loan dgn harapan klak dapat pulangan modal yg lumayan n dapat menampung hidup cdak.. hopefully ktk org berjaya lah oh... ehehe

obses 5
fesyen... setiap individu mesti mok kelihatan anggun tertarik kau memang tembam.. eh melalut aku tok.. ahaha... fesyen tok juak adalah antara ranking tertinggi dpt keobsesan kta.. ne nya x... baju xnya mok kta meli nok murah.. at least yg ada cop jenama terkenal... xboh amik contoh dekat, amik nak jaoh... contohnya aku sendirik.. ekeke.. sanggup woo abis ratusan ringgit meli sling bag.. hahaha.. alhamdulillah sling bag ya ku pakei sampe nya lusoh klak insya-Allah.. ehuaheuae...

tok adalah contoh2 obses yang ada pada org2 yg ada disekeliling aku.. ehehe.. cuma contoh yg aku guna adalah secara general la oh.. ehehe... selain daripada menda di atas.. aku juak mok cta pasal obses yang xberapa berkenanlah... ada 2 igek sbnrnya...

obses 1
agama... semua kita ada agama.. dan agama aku adalah agama islam... sekiranya kita obses terhadap agama, berilmu tentang agama dan sentiasa merujuk kepada Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah nescaya kta xkan sesat.. tp ada yg terlalu obses terhadap agama sehingga terlalu percaya kepada mentor yg belum tentu tahu betol ka x sehingga menyesatkan diri sendiri... jangan gia ok..

obses 2
cinta.. sbb apa ku padah cinta.. sbb rata2 kta kinek tok obses kepada cinta sehingga sanggup bergadai apa sahaja... ktk org sendirik phm apa mksd aku... ada yg clash ngan gerek.. meratap bagei ada family ninggal.. tiap2 ari nangis.. mun ada org lain kat tepi bok ada ok ckit.. tp bila sorang dirik.. tauk ada jujoh aek mata.. bagus jujoh aek mata time kta polah solat sunat taubat kerana menginsafi diri daripada menangis kerana cinta yg xkesampaian... ingat kawan2 cinta ngan manusia hanya bahagia kat dunia.. tp cinta kepada Allah bukan setakat dunia.. akhirat pun kta bahagia... kita ada agama dan kita seorang yang berilmu... terima qada dan qadar... aok saya tok xmerasa apa yg ktk org rasa tp ingat kta mempunyai akal yg membolehkan kita berfikir dgn waras jd pk la mna2 berbaloi x menangis utk org yg xmenghargai kta.. ehehe :)

oklah... ya jak cta sal obses ku tek.. sampai berjumpa lagi.. calo bete!
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